Sunday, 14 October 2012

shock of the pink

trio sketchbook sketchbook

You may feel a little shocked by the pink of these - not my usual take on colour.... so I will explain with a brief story....

A few days ago my son (who is autistic, for those who do not know), came home from school and the first words he said to me were: that lipstick is too pink!

Now I knew he was just being honest. And he did have a point. I think I must have found said lipstick at the bottom of my make-up stash and given it a try for the heck of it, or something. My lovely son was just being honest in his usual very honest way and we moved on to talking about the school day etc...

Later I got thinking about lipstick and shades of lipstick - and then some time this week too I dashed to my local art supply shop, picked up a tube of cadmium red gouache only to later realise I had bought the wrong cadmium. It's way too orange. It reminded me of the kind of lipstick I used to wear when I first started wearing it, way back. Quite awful. Too pink, too orange, it's hard to find just the right red.

So, all of this. Plus my daughter and I often and recently talking about pink and how girls toys are so overwhelmingly pink and why this is. Stereotyping and the cheapness of producing pink plastic. My daughter is a no-to-pink sort of a girl, her choice and always has been. When she was very little she went through a brief yellow period and everything had to be yellow, and one day she would have a yellow car and live in a banana coloured house..... Now she's, strangely or not, more of a black and grey sort of a young woman of fifteen.

I better talk about the sketchbooks and portraits. Just wanted to give some rambling context.

These were all worked with a lot of energy and I tried my best not to be perfect but allow the water to make all kinds of hints at character. Every so often I feel my painting style 'tightening up' and I get finicky with detail etc... this is when I need to make sketchbook pages and paintings like these, to undo the perfection. My work is about expression, firstly, and I do not strive toward realism.

Garish perhaps, but I like these for their delicacy and brashness. I hope you enjoyed reading about my process.

Enjoy the rest of your weekend
x

7 comments:

Velma Bolyard said...

yes, cathy, i do like reading about you. process! it's so great to have our children be clearly part of our creative process, not separated, but integral.

Amelia said...

I did not know your son was autistic (my son has aspergers) and it's strange what an impact colour can have on their lives. Funnily enough yellow has been a long-since favourite of my son's. I like the watery washed pink ones you've done here :)

Amelia.x

Crafty Green Poet said...

I like these faces and their expressions! The colour also fits in well with the pink theme of October as Breast Cancer Awareness month.

Stefanie Seltner said...

very interesting, I like that story and the background of your pink orange sketches. thanks.
My first reaction was: Yeah! when I watched them.
You´re so great in drawing with only one color.
Best wishes,
Stefanie

Cathy Cullis said...

Thanks kindly for your comments. Velma, always yes, children are at the centre of my heart.

Amelia - it seems I know several creative mothers who have children on the Autistic Spectrum. Hope you are getting plenty of positive support for your son.

Crafty Green Poet: thank you for reminding me, indeed.

Stefanie: thanks always for your interest and comments.

karimaxwell said...

very much moved by the last paragraph and "allowing".
LOVE how one thing leads to another as well (too pink to pink!)
wishing you much inspiration today

Angie said...

Wonderful post and I just love the artwork.